06 March 2011

archives of poetry- poem seventeen

lovely hands
lovely people
lovely hearts.

happy faces all the time
make me want to cry.
little words stab and crush
large holes in my tender heart.
look away. look away.
i am not crying.
i am not crying.

tears welling within my soul
drive me to a crazy state of mind.
you call me unique
but i know what you mean
because i know what i am:
crazy- manic depressive
always with a happy face.
you were thinking the same
but did not want to see me cry.

i will drown myself in tears
turn my face purple blue
oxygen deprived
no happiness alive
fight all my life for truth
and still you say i'm happy fun.

shut up.
just shut your mouth
when you don't know.

i'm crazy.
i'm crazy.
all the world is craziness.

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